I'm having the greatest sex of my life
she said
and the
price to pay is that my
vag is ruined
she said
I'm doing Rite Aid brand faux-Monistat suppositories
I'm laying down flat in my car so it won't melt and fall out
and drinking
cranberry juice
and taking
pyridium
(from the Greek pyr- : fire, burn, burning, heat, hot) otherwise described as
fucking burning inferno flames
in the worst fucking place possible
she said
the sex will wait. the sex
and the lovemaking
are guaranteed
to just about rip you in half
in the best way fucking possible
try to think about what that really means.
This is the true nature of comebacks
the honest return
to your grown the fuck up self
not to be mean.
Of giving up on doing your four years of dope again,
"successfully"
(She said
really? is that your best thinking? And you had to agree.)
Its all come back
she said
I can feel it again
she said
she said it
and meant it
it was true
the very best sex of my life
took two years
and was worth all the fucking hassle, and the long long wait.
